The so called destiny has left me in a place of confusion with the results...!!
all i was hoping for a 70+....!!
And i got it....
These days i'm not caring about marks..but somehow managed to get good grades on board.The top is a whopping 94 ...
I wonder why this society admire of such muggers.....??
Even our HOD is not an exception 
why we were not given any chance to study the real life problems......??
A Theory class and then a lab to implement what we have studied....
these Govt. institutions also not providing any experimental facilities...
I like to experiment too mmuch rather than stu'dying' the virtualized books......
I never let the books to virtualize my world.......!!
i preferred studying the world and not books..........
this is what led me into a state of enlightenment.......!!
One can find so many things to learn form every day life ..
I didnt topped the class only because i learnt tooo much.....
But the hell is that still there is something to learn..!!
Ofcourse i love to learn......!!
yesterday i've noticed a small thing 
Every invention in this world is analogous to a natural phenomenon in this earthly  world..
For instance An IC engine is similar to Heart of a Human being...
And too Human body resembles A prototype automobile........!!
What the hell is this.............!??
i  am writing too much about these things in my diary..!!!
Ridiculous....!!
i have soo small portion in my own diary.......
This is not the way ...

Thank god ..!!

i was saved from a lot of criticism....!!

But somewhere in my heart still there is some gloom over his death ..!!

My mind cant believe that the person who proposed me was no more on this earth.

I was depressed soo much ..!!

I thought this depression cannot be clouded by the mists of time...!!

At that moment i forgot completely about the boy of my life...!!

I was almost at the end of my senses while writing the mid examination that day...

Felt that i may score a zero for the first time...

Then he came to my rescue ....

He is the HE about whom the astrologer told  ...!!!

Then i don't know that he is that HE...!!

I got a meager 18 out of 20..!!

well i've managed this subject but how about remaining exams  ..??
He is always there to rescue the most innocent and depressed schizophrenic on this this earth..!!

He was always less than 15 in every mid exam...!!

I wonder how he managed to get 18 answers correct for me...!

Its so difficult to get answers from his pals with helping me..

I was just insane then and copied everything from his paper and got almost greater than 18 in every exam ...

Thank god..!!

And the most insane act was i dint even know his name..

Varsha told me that He was our classmate since two years and his name "ARJUN"....!!

Arjun ........

Is this the guy my mom has been warned about..??

Is my life taking new turns .??

Was i have been destined to be with him forever.

So many questions to find the answers.

Well i'm sure that i cant find the answers for all these questions with this type of mind set...

All that i can do is to let the destiny to play its role.....!!

i have managed to have a few hrs sleep and woke up with the same thoughts....!!Is he the boy the astrolger told about....
I couldnt manage to forget all these things.!!
somehow i managed to keep these things at bay for some time...
Finally i ook my scooty out of shed and abt to start it when i got an sms  stating it was a holiday .
I felt so relaxed to have a holiday and to plan a movie to forget all these crap...!!
I called varsha to book some tickets..!!
she told me"" Hey do u know why we got a holiday...??"
i asked her wats the reason..??
To my horror The reason was " He was dead....!!"
The "HE" who proposed me hours earlier was dead......!!
A chill travelled over my spine as i couldn't stand nd have st fallen down.!!
tears came rolling.....!!
I thought it might be a suicide but as they say it was an accident.....!!

to be frank there are no boys in my life till my engineering.Then he entered into my life all of a sudden.
what happend is i think its a few days ago we've gone to watch a match played by our classmates near volleyball court.As i was very shy i stood in a corner .Then he came slowly .I thought he was going but no.
he was coming towards me..And he said "i love you ma'am..""
i was totally astonished .I never faced such a situation in my life.i dont know what to do....
I just walk away from there without giving reply to him.He stood there till my exit.i think he should have gone after my exit.
And i was thinking of him all the day why he crept into my mind.??
Such a shy girl i am and he was so active as some of my friends used to talk abbout him...!!
that day i could not sleep...
I saw many horrible dreams...!!
I believe astrology some one told to my mom that a boy would enter into your life in a few days..
i thought that boy may be him..!!
I have strange habit of dreaming whatever i dream they will happen to me in short time...!!
today i couldn't sleep at all..
so no dreams to predict my future...!!

for me the life is so boring if it it doesn't includes something new and every time i get bored i simply sleep so that i may dream of something new...!!
The day i first went to college was simply boring and every one is sooo shy except some guys...
i was quite perplexed why these boys are always active...!!
My whole first year was drenched up in boredom and much expected relaxation .!!

Hello..

this is Naveen chandra.K

I just want to write something crap........

This story revolves arround a desi girl as the name suggests...

  ALL THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY ARE COMPLETELY NOT FICTIONAL.THEY  ARE CLOSELY RELATED TO MY LIFE.AND ONE CAN FIND MANY RESEMBLANCES OF MY COLLEGE LIFE.

Here we go......

I think its better to narrate the whole story through the girl as it justifies the Title.

The main character in this story is a teenage girl who doing her B.Tech In Mechanical Engg...(just like in many movies like 3idiots,happy days and so on...).Enough the introduction here....

lets know about my Desi girl through her voice.

And the story starts.....

I know writing a diary is never a bad habit and it helps a human being to learn many things and keeps him/her fit in emotional intelligence.But i have never been such good at keeping my diary as i just hate to recollect the past.

But one day i started writing my diary all of a sudden as i felt strong urge to have a record for things i've done.But i hate it doing regularly and i kept writing whenever possible .

  I never confined myself to writing by date...

kept writing like a metallurgy notes 3 pages one day and one page other day some times no writing..

 Basically i am a shy girl ,sometimes i wants to mingle with people but maintains distance with them due to my shyness.My Village background might be a reason .But i was almost like a girl who grown up in a metro as i'm the topper of Kendriya vidya parishat,Kanchanbagh...

They says that CBSE students are weak at maths but i've chosen MPC and made it into one of premier institutions of Engg in our region.

To my luck i got a mechanical engg seat..

It all started when i entered college with a fear of ragging and hoping new friends .