Thank god ..!!

i was saved from a lot of criticism....!!

But somewhere in my heart still there is some gloom over his death ..!!

My mind cant believe that the person who proposed me was no more on this earth.

I was depressed soo much ..!!

I thought this depression cannot be clouded by the mists of time...!!

At that moment i forgot completely about the boy of my life...!!

I was almost at the end of my senses while writing the mid examination that day...

Felt that i may score a zero for the first time...

Then he came to my rescue ....

He is the HE about whom the astrologer told  ...!!!

Then i don't know that he is that HE...!!

I got a meager 18 out of 20..!!

well i've managed this subject but how about remaining exams  ..??
He is always there to rescue the most innocent and depressed schizophrenic on this this earth..!!

He was always less than 15 in every mid exam...!!

I wonder how he managed to get 18 answers correct for me...!

Its so difficult to get answers from his pals with helping me..

I was just insane then and copied everything from his paper and got almost greater than 18 in every exam ...

Thank god..!!

And the most insane act was i dint even know his name..

Varsha told me that He was our classmate since two years and his name "ARJUN"....!!

Arjun ........

Is this the guy my mom has been warned about..??

Is my life taking new turns .??

Was i have been destined to be with him forever.

So many questions to find the answers.

Well i'm sure that i cant find the answers for all these questions with this type of mind set...

All that i can do is to let the destiny to play its role.....!!